It's an Life!

"Lets See...."

2007-06-25T16:21:00.000-07:00

Well a few weeks past as life is pretty hectic from me, so face the fact that it is my poor excuse from now on ;). Today my work was pretty relax and calm as I learn my ways around Mac Donalds pretty quick and learn how to do burgers and service ;) what i need to show tomorrow in real if I can or can't do it lol.

If I keep going on like this, I may get asst manger spot within one year! pretty quick but neat to know that I could get to it. What happen in simming world. Well my pirate fiction trek genre is pretty damn active with a high posting count of 66 post within 1 week. Well I am glad to be its GameMaster =)

what more.......issues here and there .....and minor things that does not concern the viewer eyes. Well I will get the next Video blog up soon....uhh I need to look into the system of this blog control to see if I can get a video link up in it.

Until next time

Patrick

A Hero act I did not even know I had

2007-05-29T05:37:00.000-07:00

a few days ago.....I was playing on the PS2 when I heard a loud sound from out side. Without thinking I smash my console down and run to the stairs when I heard the second sound blast. I was half on the stairs when the last hit came.

I heard my sister scream as I run outside and saw 3 cars smash to each other. The neighbor and I sprint at it without thinking. I to the car on its head and he to the car with a women half out of the car.

I jump into the car and pulled the boy out as he slowly came out of it himself. i placed him at the side of the road as I moved myself to the car of the women. The neighbor put the car out as I yelled then to a other guy to put the car on its head out as well. As I noticed that the car was leaking benzine I then noticed that it could have been my end if the car was to blow up.

I looked at the women as she was total clam into the car and could not move any longer. Half of her body was out of the car....well I can say it was not a pretty side. The third driver was in shock but was fine so far I saw.

Later we got push away by the police. As I walked back to my sister home.....slowly sinking of what happen....

April 26 2007 - Some small jobs

2007-04-26T10:54:00.000-07:00

Well today we continue our work at the grass field and placed the field on as we quickly did a other plug work to keep the field on an strait line. The grass was great to see and well I was kinda disappointed that it was placed and grown on such bad underground. We placed the sprinkler onto it and went to an stone shop to buy some moon stone's and other stone's for an other job that would be planned next week or so.

We came back to the grass and put the water out then I went home and call it for the day. It sounds so short, but it took the hole day....we had to drive a lot from city to city to get some stuff.

Well until next time =)

April 25 2007 - Mud - Grass and more grass

2007-04-26T10:39:00.000-07:00

Well like always today work was like every day .....stand up at 4:45 ....get at the news paper and get ready at 8:45 at work for gardeners work.

Today we had to plug the ground .....damn we came a lot of building tools in the ground.....like cables or.....bricks.....really annoying were the carrot of the tree's. it was all over the bottom of the grass field. We had to get it out and some times with our own hands.

Later we moved to the boss home and I start to work in other people garden while they did there own. In the sun is that heavy work but heck i got paid ;)

Until next time =)

April 24 2007 - Slow day!

2007-04-24T09:22:00.000-07:00

Well I am for onces not a sleep!. So here is my blog of today enjoy =) !!!!

I had an slow start as i stood up around 5:00 am in the morning and begin 5:45 am with my newspaper job....then I had to wait until 10:45....I found out around 10:22 that my hair stood up, I was like 'doh', so i quickly did some water on it and with the current heat it was down and good quickly enough!

So I was on time for my interview to get into the school for the security course.....all went as planned as the mentor begins to explain how the course go's as it ends on 'you will not have any social life....or just very limit as you will be placed almost everywhere' I was like....doh.....but i need to do this to get a better chance in the police career that i want to have!

When I return from the first round i had to get ready for the second round and the company where i will be working in next year feb ;) so I called for an 'talk' and i got it! next week friday May 9 at 10:00 ....thought i got no clue how to get there....oh well long live the internet!.

The rest of the day I have not done much, but I am getting ready to get into my bed and stand up tomorrow for a new day =)

Until Next Time.= D

April 23 2007 - Grass,Grass,Grass....and more Grass?

2007-04-23T20:09:00.001-07:00

Sorry that I am an day to late with an blog of yesterday....but I was very late home. and soon I have to go back to work .....got 5 min's ....ok this I can do....I hope.

Today was not like everyday....wow ....yea i was stunned as well....i went to work did my news paper then went to my 'other' work ...aka gardeners work....and we got the task around 10:30 to begin cutting out a hole garden of perfect grass....plug the ground and make it strait.....then put new grass on it.... yea I know its crazy work to do something such useless stuff....but heck like my boss said "Some people got to much money" so for 20% my boss help me and then he left me twice with an total time of 5 hours.

In those five heavy hours I had to get that grass out...around 19:00 he came back.....i was broken....I felt every bone in my body.... got myself home......eat something.....took a nice shower....then i was suppose to write this, but my brother was behind it....BLAH..... oh well.

Well today is also a big day, because i got to apply for the new school course.....then when i am done....i got to go to....gardeners work.....urg....i am going to break a bone with this work....=/ but it pays that counts

The love problem i am slowly figure it out.....I still think of her....I have not yet had the chance to talk to her....to hear her voice....she is like an solid rock where i can lean on....*takes an deep breath* and I love her.... I need some time to figure that more out....

Until next time =)

April 22 2007 - choices

2007-04-22T03:51:00.000-07:00

Today *takes a deep breath* is like every day.....making choices....things I need to do....or just get forced to do. I have no idea on what to do with my relationship, I had an date with my girlfriend today, but heard that she cancel on the very last min. This comes of course hard and it does annoy me a lot.....

I try my best to be there for her....to spend time with her....but it seems I only annoy her on some strange way I can't explain, every time I try to do something with her.....she mostly don't like it or....does it against her own will. So many times I ask her what she really wants?.....I get nothing in return.

That makes person wonder...."does she really love me?" "is she worth the time I spend so much in her?" "was she worth every offer I made to make her happy?" I just can't figure out what she wants.....but now my heart feels empty and alone.....the thought of pain and suffer comes into my body. Its like I am chain to an rock and get push into freezing water and just get pulled down.

It does make an person wonder......what is there that stops me from saying those words "I want to break up" I don't know what is stopping me......but my friends say to stop it....to end it....and live on....but i can't release her from my heart =( I hate making choices.....

April 17 2007 - Still Workless =/

2007-04-17T12:53:00.000-07:00

Well like every damn day of my life, I got denied not only 4 times but with counts of telephone calls I made it would go up to 52 or something that way. You would figure that being one year work less social workers help me a bit to get an job.

I been waiting for those *^%$ to help me an yet I get send to some other social group.....oh well I took the telephone book and began my calls. Out of the 48 numbers I got 6 use full links of maybe an job. 2 of them may call me back for work as gardener, other two's are pretty low payed.... my mother is pushing on getting a job as well to pay the rent as well.

After long think I finally create Wolffactor Company. A group that support starting writers to begin writing! as we will help them to become successfully writers.

Well Signing off!

Welcome!

2007-03-09T04:32:00.000-08:00

Welcome,

You got no Idea or maybe you do Who I am. I'm Patrick Jacobs an 18 year old lazy bastard that lives in the Netherlands. I got an girlfriend already for almost 8 months and its rocking on! I am unemployed at this current moment, but I'm trying to get into the security sector =D.

My dear wish is to stay with my girlfriend and to build up an life =) hoping also to get accepted in the police force. I am doing my best to make this all good and happen =D I'm on the right track so far I noticed.

Well thats it for this blog day =P I will blog again....next week! same time, same place! or if there is an big events coming up for me, I will post that =)

Oh btw I help today some drunk girls today.....pretty weird but just placed them at the side of the road and call the police because one was not looking that well.....can be the puke in her face.....mmm oh well

Signing off!